Syphax

I was down, but never out I was doubtful, but never in doubt I will rise, instead of fall I once felt short, but now feel tall Here I come world, I shall conquer all!    -by me, Alli~ XD Hmm, odd feeling lately I have been. Talk much like Yoda from Star Wars I sometimes do. XD Had to step away from the web for awhile, so an apology to my friends and regulars that I usually shower with odd wit and comments upon. *she curtsies and bows her head, respectfully* My absence was unannounced, but certainly called for. In my time away I've managed to figure out some of the things in my head and as well stumbled once again into a relationship,

I think I need to see a doctor or something soon. Something's...off kilter with my body I think... Went home dizzy and nauseas again today from work like a half hour before I normally get out. Just got done laying down for a bit and still don't feel right. Wtf is going on... My head wasn't feeling right last Thursday or Friday either so I gave it a 4 day weekend calling in sick both those days. I feel weird...

Trying to win at a life online, since the one offline is failing. I feel like I'm falling apart at the seems with little to no means to hold together. I have friends and family, but lately it's not helping. I try occupying my mind with other things, but at the end of the day when I lay in bed all the thoughts of depression rush their way to my head. I don't know what it is lately. I'm greatly missing some piece, a part of myself. A part I know will not be seen again anytime soon if ever. My heart aches and my head mourns. I'm lost without this piece, and I feel myself falling to my knees. I'm failing at keeping my head up lately.  Talking and